Pyar

chand tak-taki laga kar 
khidki par 
sunta hai uske geet 
woh jo khayalon mein khoyi rehti hai din bhar 
jhalli jise waqt ki khabar nahin 
koi ata- pata nahin 
neend jisse roothi hui hai 
taaron ko gini hai 
nadiyon se batiyati hai 
na jaane aaj kal khud se he muskarati hai 
pyar hai pagli jab kehti hai chandni 
toh ghunghta kiaad mein sharam se laal ho jaati hai 

Dreamless

remember the time when you had dreams 
when you believed you could be something 
when you could fly into the sky 
spreading your wings, 
aspirations soaring wildfire
the time when you could be anything 
and these days when they ask me 
what do you wannabe 
i am lost 
thinking hard of what my answers shouldn't or should be 
priority to what other's think, their wishes 
denying my own dreams 
is being ideal suffering under the load of expectations?
the rage of living keeps on ruling onto me 

the times when i sued to dream
when life was equal to easy 
today i feel distress 
and a dark hole 
where somewhere my passions used to beat 
my obsessions, my crazy fucking obsessions
swallowed my hunger and subtly 

flawed, a dark hole
where it used to beat 
and now 1, 2, 3 
all is DEAD 

  

Sardi ka Mausam

jab sans ka gubbara dhuan hone lage
jab dil mein tumhare koi aag si sulagane lage 
shishe mein nami jamne lage 
aur bache naam likhne lage 
arman kuch jalne lage 
thnadi hawayein chalne lage 
aur padosi hearter ki shikayate karne lage 
jab hatheleyan yunhi jebein tatolane lage 
aur pyar har aur mehakane lage 
mera dil jab tumari he aahein bharne lage 
aur koi tadap tumhare dil mein uthne lage 
phool jab kisi baat par ruthne lage 
aur gaadi jab us se sajne lage 
daulat ki chat jab kuchon mein bikne lage 
saundhi khushboo gajrele ki jab yunhi mehakane lage 
aur rangeen botle apne aap he kholne lage 
jab tumhare kisse kahanyon mein woh dobne lage 
jab kohre kagaz chidane lage 
jab thanda bistar satane lage 
jab meri duniya tum mein basne lage 
aahatein jab tumhe uksane lage 
toh chaukhat par tumhare chaahe main na bi hoon
par sardi ka mausam dastak de chuka hoga.....

Beabroo

reshmi chadaron si zindagi 
jispe waqt ki silvate padi 
har raat bas yunhi kata karti hai 
log aate hain,
log jaate hain
kuch kehte nahin
koi itni zehmat karta nahin ki mera naam bhi puch leh 
yeh phoolon si saji sej 
aur roz dulhan se saja yeh bazaar 
chandni ki raunak mein naumaiysh hoti hai meri
boli lagti hai meri 
beabroo roz bikti hu main 

I want to Love the way They did

i wan to love the way they did in those times and old movies 
when words had worth 
when smiles could sneak life into dried roses 
when it was all simple 
less humans, lived humanity 
i want to love the way Romeo loved Juliet 
the way Ranjha fell for Heer 
they defined love 
can anyone forever wait and be devoted? 
hard to see 
let it be 
i want to love the way they did 
tell me? don't you agree?
i want my love to rebel 
only to end up with me 
i want to fall in love impulsive, spontaneously 
when i laid my eyes on her 
a smile, nerves racing 
i skip a heart beat 
every inch of my body celebrating 
rejoicing, singing "I Found Love"
havens could bless me 
i want to love no one- sided love like Ranbir 
i want to love the love that's Kamil, all complete 
i wan to love the love that never leaves 
make me stay, stay patiently 
going through it all crossing fires and endless waiting 
so i could exclaim, this feeling, the magic as it appears to me 
i want to love the way the great Ghalib wrote in poetry 
when impressions didn't matter 
no set rules or gaming standards 
when love was worship 
i want to fall in love, love @ first sight 
may she reside in me , living breathing 
even though outta sight 
oh! i want to love the way they did in those times and old movies 
when love was above all reasoning 
thousand words belittled 
when love acted upon silently 
i want to love the way did in those times and old movies 
and if i can't love the way i want to 
that i'd stay unattached, unbothered 
remain unloved, 
to suit my needs 

Best Friend

Lo and behold

Here we go

Here is an ode to the keeper of all my secrets

The tales untold

About the times when we freaked

And fight around

About all those times we riffed

And all my stories we lived

Now don’t even ask me, if you’re better or not

Cause you are the best, no doubt

Haters gonna hate

Making them fuckers wait

But above all

The time I miss the most

You sitting right by me

Making me feel so lucky

I look above and your just an angel

You’re the one and the only

Ain’t no one can take the place of you

No there ain’t no one who replaces you

You no fictional, copyrighted,

Babe, you original

You’re the one and the only

All those who tend to act

People come and go

Used and left me broke

I saw you

Lights bursting up inside you

Baby! You far from those

You kinda made me

Never tryna tame me

Being with me for me

You changed me

And I am not ashamed to say

That you are more than family

You are just another part of me

Lighting me upon, fire

I am racing against time

Just to be with you, you’ll see

Let me just make it clear

The reason is you, who made me stay

Let them say, but I believe

I have never wanted to form no bonds

Scared of burdened commitments

And running away from all kinds of relationships

That fateful day I saw

I guess I have to give you the credit

I am in a longest friendship

If you know me enough

Then you realize that I pray rarely

Just remember if I ever join palms

In the name you, it will be

Lately I have been down in the ditches

Fucking them down with dogs and bitches

Fighting me day, surviving to stay alive

You dust off of me

Push me to be

Back on the pitches

Coping with a dope

You tryna mend me, fixing me up

Nice and clean

When JT’s got his biel

And I am glad I got you baby

And now when I am in it

They plugging O2 in me

Pumping my heart

I am outta breath

My conscience mocking me

I haven’t been the best friend I was supposed to be

Shouting at me, taking for granted

And the world left me unwanted.

 And the moment they pour it in

Seconds before I would be calling out your name

Loud and clearly

So you might shed a tear or two

But don’t cry a river for me

I wish you all the happiness in this world

And this might be the twilight random talking

It would be my fortune to spend with you

My eternity.

The Time When I Used to Dream

Remember the time when you had dreams
when you believed you could be, something
when you could fly into the sky
spread your wings
aspirations, soaring wild fire
the time when you could be anything
and those days when they ask me
what do you wannabe
i am lost
i am thinking hard of what my answers shouldn't be
priority to somebody's else's wishes 
denying my own dreams 
is being ideal suffering under the load of expectations?
the rage of living keep on ruling onto me 
'the time when i used to dream
when life was equal to being easy
today i feel distress
and a dark hole
where my passion used to beat
my obsession, my crazy fucking obsessions
have swallowed my hunger and subtlety
flawed, a dark hole
where it used to beat
and now 1 2 3
i am DEAD!!