Life has come to a stand still
i am tired of living
struck as i am
struck as i'll always be
won't utter a single thing
there is nowhere i can reach
i'll be wrecked and defeated
do i want to run?
yes, of course
but my feet seems to be
struck in the ground
perfectly envisioning it,
going down
nothing changes
it all remains the same
i am glad I've become a little insane
so alone and tired
a thousand attempts of breaking out
a thousand reasons that kept me locked in
i keep on counting the days
watching them move on their ways
all by myself, that's all i can be
alone, lonely as far as my eye can see
devastated, ruined and shattered within
in the regret i let it all sink in
the load of the world is taking its toll on me
look at me! i got no hold on me
i keep asking myself, who i am?
where do i belong?
do these things stand any meaning?
time is running out of my hands
and i am running out of me...
changes around me are petrifying me
every piece in me is dying slowly
i decided to lock myself in
locked and wasted
lied and hated
loved and cheated
i stay silent and they keep assuming it
colors and faded
still new yet dated
lust and shaded
i try to keep the bottle corked
giving rise to impeccable stroke
pleasure it is with pain
efforts gone in vain
heart been tamed
my temper rises to an incredible height
it is the darkness overshadowing the light
grieved and graved
cold and laid
a life hollow and caved
when all is gone
when all is dead
it is my darkened lamented self
loved and hated
careless self
wish it could've been someone else
so long, till then
this is a poem i wrote a long time ago, i hope you all enjoy it.
what is the distance between you and me?
is it the place where sea and sky meet?
does it separate the shore from the sea?
or does it brings us all closely?
is it the boundaries that we're counting?
or is it the hearts that are never bonding?
the distance is the path for setting a goal
each and every person has a story untold
its an ambition that needs to be fulfilled
and i don't see any limit to it
as long as Gods, mountains and rivers are true
distances will always continue
and i know, i know we'll make this journey through
I've chosen a road that's less traveled by
and i don't see any reasons for whats or whys
I've to reach the destination and in my heart i believe
its the destiny that brought us all together
that you and me are now "We"
Now no one can stop life
from reaching to the final point
lets cover this distance all together
and make it a memory forever
that even though we're miles away
we would be connected through love always...
the nerves are thudding
the heart is pounding
the fingers are trembling
the body is shivering
the soul is withering
and i am dying
but the voice keeps on increasing
and i can feel it racing
into my mind
the firmness is losing on me
but the voice keeps on increasing
my ears are deafening trying
to knock the noise out
the heart's bleeding
the eyes seeing
this soul is withering
and i am dying
yes, i am dying
his firmness feel gentle on her skin
she feels the need of falling back in
he clicks his fingers and
she is in a trance
there is no escape from this
poor her! has no chance
he claps and she sinks deep
in the pillows
and out of herself
poor her! she is all over the place
he tears her , piece by piece
and let it burn for a while
his possession always takes sometime
the black magic can erase all her thinking's
and land her in the land of blankness
he petrifies, possesses and dominates her hard
she does nothing,
but dance to her rhythm
his rhythm is cruel and hypnotizing
his rhythm holding and mesmerizing
he snaps his fingers
and its over
all his vanished into thin air
A quick death can only take place
when your suffocated and out of space
when you know that your going to lose it
and lose it hard
and the moment you let down your guard
the need for holding on doesn't seem relevant
the last stop had arrived, you've reached
the end
when you look back and it seems a waste
a life spent constantly in a haste
when your aloof and alone
nobody on your side
that's when you've reached home
by your eternal guide
you tried all you could to break
out of the maze
but once your caught in
your in forever
there is nothing you could do or say
loveless, helpless and less of yourself
its all you, your sad
unfortunate self
as i bid my notebook adieu
do hear one of my last woes
I've been a victim of silence
and of worldly matters
I've faced recurrently rejection
and walked away shattered
you've been a friend in need
better than who call to be
friends "Indeed"
listened and never ignored
laments along with me
down the road
my rugged words, my abuse
i wonder at times you might
feel used
my darkest times and my brightest
days
with you I've shared
my tears and the taste of salinity
will be treasured
through your flipping pages
every lines keep a tale
untold in eyes
gladly representing the gratitude
for letting me
create and discover a
certain "ME"
keep it all in the closet
through your spirals of memory
you made a fool out of me
you made a lover out of me
you made a no one but a "Human"
out of me
a human whose got voice to raise
and life to break
keep me rescuing me from my
destructing self
hold on to me and never let go
the edginess doesn't
matter anymore
hey tortured,lamented side of myself
who lived
through the notebook
these are my one of the last woes
do take care
the magic the blankness can do
in explainable in world
what it can turn into you
So Long FAREWELL....
