Beabroo

reshmi chadaron si zindagi 
jispe waqt ki silvate padi 
har raat bas yunhi kata karti hai 
log aate hain,
log jaate hain
kuch kehte nahin
koi itni zehmat karta nahin ki mera naam bhi puch leh 
yeh phoolon si saji sej 
aur roz dulhan se saja yeh bazaar 
chandni ki raunak mein naumaiysh hoti hai meri
boli lagti hai meri 
beabroo roz bikti hu main 

I want to Love the way They did

i wan to love the way they did in those times and old movies 
when words had worth 
when smiles could sneak life into dried roses 
when it was all simple 
less humans, lived humanity 
i want to love the way Romeo loved Juliet 
the way Ranjha fell for Heer 
they defined love 
can anyone forever wait and be devoted? 
hard to see 
let it be 
i want to love the way they did 
tell me? don't you agree?
i want my love to rebel 
only to end up with me 
i want to fall in love impulsive, spontaneously 
when i laid my eyes on her 
a smile, nerves racing 
i skip a heart beat 
every inch of my body celebrating 
rejoicing, singing "I Found Love"
havens could bless me 
i want to love no one- sided love like Ranbir 
i want to love the love that's Kamil, all complete 
i wan to love the love that never leaves 
make me stay, stay patiently 
going through it all crossing fires and endless waiting 
so i could exclaim, this feeling, the magic as it appears to me 
i want to love the way the great Ghalib wrote in poetry 
when impressions didn't matter 
no set rules or gaming standards 
when love was worship 
i want to fall in love, love @ first sight 
may she reside in me , living breathing 
even though outta sight 
oh! i want to love the way they did in those times and old movies 
when love was above all reasoning 
thousand words belittled 
when love acted upon silently 
i want to love the way did in those times and old movies 
and if i can't love the way i want to 
that i'd stay unattached, unbothered 
remain unloved, 
to suit my needs 

Best Friend

Lo and behold

Here we go

Here is an ode to the keeper of all my secrets

The tales untold

About the times when we freaked

And fight around

About all those times we riffed

And all my stories we lived

Now don’t even ask me, if you’re better or not

Cause you are the best, no doubt

Haters gonna hate

Making them fuckers wait

But above all

The time I miss the most

You sitting right by me

Making me feel so lucky

I look above and your just an angel

You’re the one and the only

Ain’t no one can take the place of you

No there ain’t no one who replaces you

You no fictional, copyrighted,

Babe, you original

You’re the one and the only

All those who tend to act

People come and go

Used and left me broke

I saw you

Lights bursting up inside you

Baby! You far from those

You kinda made me

Never tryna tame me

Being with me for me

You changed me

And I am not ashamed to say

That you are more than family

You are just another part of me

Lighting me upon, fire

I am racing against time

Just to be with you, you’ll see

Let me just make it clear

The reason is you, who made me stay

Let them say, but I believe

I have never wanted to form no bonds

Scared of burdened commitments

And running away from all kinds of relationships

That fateful day I saw

I guess I have to give you the credit

I am in a longest friendship

If you know me enough

Then you realize that I pray rarely

Just remember if I ever join palms

In the name you, it will be

Lately I have been down in the ditches

Fucking them down with dogs and bitches

Fighting me day, surviving to stay alive

You dust off of me

Push me to be

Back on the pitches

Coping with a dope

You tryna mend me, fixing me up

Nice and clean

When JT’s got his biel

And I am glad I got you baby

And now when I am in it

They plugging O2 in me

Pumping my heart

I am outta breath

My conscience mocking me

I haven’t been the best friend I was supposed to be

Shouting at me, taking for granted

And the world left me unwanted.

 And the moment they pour it in

Seconds before I would be calling out your name

Loud and clearly

So you might shed a tear or two

But don’t cry a river for me

I wish you all the happiness in this world

And this might be the twilight random talking

It would be my fortune to spend with you

My eternity.

The Time When I Used to Dream

Remember the time when you had dreams
when you believed you could be, something
when you could fly into the sky
spread your wings
aspirations, soaring wild fire
the time when you could be anything
and those days when they ask me
what do you wannabe
i am lost
i am thinking hard of what my answers shouldn't be
priority to somebody's else's wishes 
denying my own dreams 
is being ideal suffering under the load of expectations?
the rage of living keep on ruling onto me 
'the time when i used to dream
when life was equal to being easy
today i feel distress
and a dark hole
where my passion used to beat
my obsession, my crazy fucking obsessions
have swallowed my hunger and subtlety
flawed, a dark hole
where it used to beat
and now 1 2 3
i am DEAD!!

Kuch Ban Gaya Hoon Main

Duniya ke is mele mein
yeh rox ke chakar jhamele mein
socha main akele mein
ki kitna tanha ho gaya hoon main

Hasne gaane lag gaya hoon main
khote sikke ke tarah chal gaya hoon main
par sath he sath badal gaya hoon main
jaane pehchane chehron mein
ab shamil ho gaya hoon main

unche logon mein rehne ki 
reazon mein uthne baithne lag gaya hoon main
tamez mein yun tan gaya hoon main
suit-boot mein kuch saj gaya hoon main
kisi tarah kuch ban gaya hoon main
jhoothe shann ki kasamo mein
yeh bebunyaadi rasmo mein
bandh gaya hoon main

kuche bazaron , katro kinaron mein
daav lagate hain sab
mool-bhav karte hain sab
ab kaudiyon bhaav bikne lag gaya hoon main
shayd kuch ban gaya hoon main

lekin, kintu, parantu 
maine 'Main' ko kahin kho dia hai
'Mai' main mein mil sa gaya hoon 
ab toh yakinan  daava hai mera
kuch ban gaya hoon main 

Dangerous Minds

where do ideas come from?
whose a real retard?
the questions are never ending
of course, it is the mastermind
the maestro tuning our senses
oh! brains! Mighty Brains!
with a pinch of devilish itch to it
playing us all, a tool
all strings attached
fools of modern world, surviving slaves
but Beware! My Mind!
Mind my Dangerous Mind
rumbling with thoughts
ever lying awake
deceiving space and time
Thoughts!My Running Thoughts!
sprouting at the speed of light
you may breed into anything
from humanity to animosity
your nature's nuclear
can either be the greatest of them all
or causing destructive blindly
you may endure confidence or trust
or might be tempted for lust and greed
dangerous minds, taking risks
gambling with destiny
boasted ego, addiction and other stupidity
you no longer embrace innocence
possessions possessed me
obsessions obsessed me
maze, races, unending,
never to be the sole contending
ruling mankind, in its entirety
dangerous minds, never long for empathizes
they keep you afloat even when your drowning
out of breath, out of yourself, yet the system in sync
 you no different than beasts
hunting to achieve
blood maddening
obnoxious instincts
dangerous minds, killing species

patience and wisdom go hand in hand
so, use you head
before it's too late
who your trying to fool?
your conscience?
witnessing wide awake
oh god! look what you've done
committing crimes,
trying times
savoring on burning wines
you'll never hear the end of it
a waste,
my sympathies with thy dangerous minds
live wisely

Orphan

he stood, cold and firm
an old house
abandoned by the loved ones
a wrecked ship
hitting the bottom
sinking into nothingness
residing alone
defeated by the world
coming close to himself
till there were no spaces left
becoming one
awakening conscience
fear not child
for you are not alone
the father's your ocean
you've risen from nature's womb
the sky's a roof over your head
so don't ever feel homeless
for no one is solo
even a loner needs his loneliness
lets rains be the shoulder to cry on
let mountains be your strength
a nomad sat wandering carefree
chasing imagination in the wild
with curiosity, your best friend

storms might break you
the soothing breeze will mend you within
you won't need a song
dancing to springs rhythm

let mistakes be your companion
time teaching patience
you'll never envy riches
for you'll have abundance of happiness
joy that even money can't buy
angels looking upon you from heaven
you earth's child, i name you "Innocence"
far from hate and disguise or being a "Human"
as long as the skies and sea exists
you'll never be an orphan