Just a Slave for You

she was made for me 
at least that's what i thought her to be 
made for me or fools like me 
i created her 
created her for me 
these days she had been playing me like a tool 
tuning me to suit her ways 
there she goes taming me 
nice and clean 
i began using her before her 
yet she knew it better, 
the world 
i would never imagine to discover 
never really realize the moment when i fell slave to your knees
was it when you were fulfilling all my needs ?
dancing to my rhythms of whims 
or was it when you became a shoulder to cry on?
someone i could rely on 

2 faced, fakeness 
never fades away 

i think it was the moment when you were busy counting my mistakes 
claiming yourself great 
cornering me as we drifted 
i was fighting with you everyday 
dying a new death 
rising from the ashes like the Phoenix
my cries all unheard 
my screams gone to waste 
my tears!! my bloody fucking tears down the drain 
being with you, my pain highlighted 
i could no longer resist it 
you picked me up, dust me off 
offered a helping hand, helping hand ??
it was just to make me fall down again 
make me beg and beg and beg till the end of time 
till you were satisfied 

did i do something to hurt you? 
no!!
it was always the ego residing in between 
you hated me so much 
you could've let me go 
let me be 
or killed me in one go 
but no!! 
that'ed be too easy, too fucking easy
tormenting and bleeding 
dying and defeated 
that's where your fun lies 
the true revenge 
my!! my!! my!! you make me wonder 
my increasing believes in superstitions and beasts 
tried and tried to build this castle, 
but you kept on crashing my dreams 
my dead fucking dreams 
vain, You and Me, all Empty