Maybe

  maybe if i was young and stupid 
  he could've believed  me 
maybe if i was nice and pretty
 he didn't had to suck it 
maybe if i was quiet and naive
he won't have to push him
maybe if i was lost and found him
 he didn't have to abuse me
maybe if i had heard more and less talkative
 he didn't had to punish me
maybe if i was witty and silly
he could've hugged me
maybe if i was shy and alone
only then he could've loved me.....