at the age of fifteen i was sent to the boarding school. like every other girl who had never been away from home i was nervous. my dad has been driving , with each kilometer passed i was becoming a wreck. it wasn't as if i was a nuisance back home instead i was among-st the brightest students of my class. my family wanted me to excel academically that was the reason they were sending me to the hostel and since it was a girl's hostel i was a little comfortable but still instilled in me was the fear of the unknown.
anyhow i am not going to waste any time explaining my emotions of being away from home instead would jump to the point where everything changed. i found myself sharing my room with a room mate. i was trying to cope with everything new around me and since it was all new i felt strange about it: eating in the mess with so many students, studying with everyone around, all was awkward and the worst feeling was that i was just a stranger, lonely in the crowd. my room mate had friends although she was not attracter but she had friends and they were, they were different...in so many ways. every evening i would return to my room and find her and her friends huddled up. they were senior boys, older. hostel had a no-boy rule i wondered how could she break rules and stay in. she would skip classes, had boys in her room and what not still no questions would be raised.
the curiosity of knowing my special room mate had been piling up inside me since days and it had reached a point the point where i just had to ask her walking upto her when she was all by herself "can i ask you something?"
she looked me up to down and said "yeah."
"how come you skip classes and have boys over?"
"dude if you want guys to come over, you just have to say it", she said boldly.
"no, its not that shilpa i am just curious to know, that's all."
as soon as i completed my sentence she stood up from the bed and walked slowly towards me. her steps were intimidating, so intimidating that they made me hit the wall. "you know curiosity kills the cat," said she in my face.
i turned away and walked out of the room. i couldn't erase her presence out of my eyes but i kept walking till i was out of it.
days went by, shilpa said less but did more. she was the silent master at everything but there was this intimidating fearless aspect about her and i couldn't dent the fact that i was afraid of it. unfortunately she knew that and was prepared to use my fear in her favors.
sleeping one night i felt as if somebody had been caressing my face. at first i thought maybe i was being paranoid but i became stern when the nest morning shilpa said "you have soft skin."
a strange compliment coming from a girl but i remained neutral. there was always this awkwardness between us no matter what we were always strange towards each other. when it couldn't last any longer shilpa decided to break the barriers "we've been room mates for a while now and i know nothing about you. are you going to the dance this week."
i wasn't going and it was not because i had no one to go with as it was one of those times when we got to mingle with the boys, the reason was that i had no interest in spending time chasing boys, making fake conversations and going crazy over meaningless loudness.
she laughed after hearing my explanation and said "i never knew you were so humorous. anyways i ain't going either so now is the chance we'd be able to spend time together maybe bond over small talk what do you say?"
"okay" i said agreeably.
the night of the dance we sat talked and ate. she had ordered Chinese. i was feeling comfortable finally being able to communicate with her. while talking her hand was on my thighs caressing them slowly. i didn't like it and stood up that instant. once again she walked upto me walling me. i turned away from her and this time went straight inside the washroom splashing water on my face recurrently till i was out of her trance. i couldn't stay in there forever so i opened the door and she was standing right there waiting for me. i had never been in such a situation and evidently i hadn't imagine any way out of it. i stood there and looked down. her intimidating steps here so close that i could sense her vibration. her hand was on my waist. i was annoyed i wanted her to step away but she didn't. she pushed me closer i was still looking down. she waited on me to look up in her eyes but i was annoyed and afraid to do anything.
so she did what she was suppose to, my eyes were looking away from her. they were too scared to make any eyes contact with her. she didn't said anything but held my hand and made me sit on the bed. my annoyment was increasing minute after minute. she held my face and caressed my cheeks softly. although she was slow i didn't like the very touch of her. before i could do anything she kissed my forehead, moving to my cheeks kissing them and as she reached my lips i shut up eyes. her wet lips were on mine, she kissed them, the corners of my lips, biting them lightly so i wouldn't feel the pain.she held my face up and began licking my neck. i was looking away disgusted. i was waiting for her to get done with me but as it turned out she had planned ahead.
she pushed me down on the bed to lie back. she was once again kissing my lips and then pushed her mouth inside me, taking over my tongue. she pushed herself upon me. her legs spread ed mine hitting my thighs with her muscles. i was out of breath. i couldn't take it anymore so i pushed her away "get off me! get away from me!!"
she didn't let her grip loose rather clenched my wrists, whispering in my ear "next time, i'll use rope" and continued biting my earlobe. i was becoming restless as she begin showing her true colors, removing the layers of fabrics on me. she had already threw her clothes away on the floor. she held my breasts and squeezed them like toys. she shook them up like savage and sucked on my nipples. i was hurting. my moans had turn into whining.
i tried pushed her away but shilpa had gone mad in her passion. she sneaked her finger inside my panties and stuck her fist inside.tears were shedding from my eyes relentlessly. my feet were trembling as i was appalled in nudity. i held my panties but she snatched them and pulled them down. i tried shutting my legs but she pulled by hairs by their roots forcing them open.
my pleading were worthless. she ignored my deafening calls as if she had no ears. her one hand was inside my ass and the other beating my thighs till they were red. she spread ed my legs and sucked on my vagina., biting on it and violating me till i went numb. she didn't stopped till she was tired.....
TO BE CONTINUED.....
