STOP

 For once stop asking me 

Rather hand me the manual of don't s a and do's 

For once stop splling the beans 

Stop trlling the truth and just be the fake you  

For once stop being there when i need you

And start treating me like dirt and trash too 

For once stop loving me 

And the way you'd do 

And start hating me the way i'd myself do 

For once stop bringing down my walls 

And start wrestling till i can't move 

For once stop me from speaking 

And tape me up according to your whims and woes

 

For once  don't let me fly

And clip my wngs till your pleased too 

Stop being the man, the nice guy

When you too good to be true 

Cat Phase

 When i was yoing  i saw a rat eating up itself 

and soon i became th rat eating up myself 

When i was gifted a hamstter on the wheel 

and i became the hamster to make you happy running on the wheel 

My mother brought a parrot who would stare

and so you trashed me and i became the parrot who would stare 

Every morning crows lined up on the balcony cawing loud 

I shut myself up and became the crow cawing loud 

Then i met a cat 

care free and lazy

now i am the cat

unbothered and lazy 

Jounrey through lockdown

A Sudden Stop,

Life came to a Halt 

Compelled to stay within 

Our cages were shut and locked 

The world deflated to a window view 

Time began to stale and nothing seemed new 

Death was stinking  on the news 

The Silence, a vicious Mockingbird 

My sob stories loneliness patiently heard 

Merging circles into circles , words into word 

One morning the Robin songs were waking me up

The Whirring Breeze was shaking me up

Nature’s conspiracy was working me up 

Outwitting lethargy it was time to let loose 

I jazzed up the jazz, sang along the tunes

I was my own solace, perhaps my own muse 

Outstretching my wings to tackle the skies 

Bliss taught me how to smile whenever despondencies arrived 

Depression had to flee  the building 

It was HOPE that kept me ALIVE 

H E R -Holy Grail

God is a man  and has he ever told you?

God broke the mould that mould you 

You deny Gods and dance along 

with Lucifer's whims, Oh! the Cold you 

Devils growl in grave angels offer their souls 

and but you play them all the bold you 

Take off the diamond cuffs , you are the holy grail of grace 

showered and carved in gold you 

you turn tables, twist losing games into winning streaks

i am redeemed each time i breathe 

i am lucky but my hands are the luckiest to hold you