i know you guys must be wondering about this strange song title i have given to my post today. it been a long time since i last blogged but as they say it takes a while for the addiction to kick in and for you to get lost in it.
anyways, this Thursday morning my eyes forced my body and my sleeping mother out of the bed so that we could visit the holy dargah of Hazrat Nizamuddin. for all who don't know i am personally extremely scared of visiting religious places but that morning it assembled each and every piece of my guts to go and pray for once. i know what you might be thinking how come this poetry posting blog turned into personal issues but sometimes you just have to get it all out. so i walked inside and looked around: the other reason why i don't like to visit religious places is that i can never connect with the whole environment of it. when i saw the beggars and the physically challenged i remembered this instance from the Gautam Buddha's life story that how he felt so miserable to see others in pain, the same i could feel the moment i crossed my eyes with any of the passerby so i tried to look down every time and all the time. but to indulge in the holy experience really does seem to bring you closer with spirituality. i wish i had more to say to it but its all about feeling. you don't get until you feel it.... till then khuda haawiz
anyways, this Thursday morning my eyes forced my body and my sleeping mother out of the bed so that we could visit the holy dargah of Hazrat Nizamuddin. for all who don't know i am personally extremely scared of visiting religious places but that morning it assembled each and every piece of my guts to go and pray for once. i know what you might be thinking how come this poetry posting blog turned into personal issues but sometimes you just have to get it all out. so i walked inside and looked around: the other reason why i don't like to visit religious places is that i can never connect with the whole environment of it. when i saw the beggars and the physically challenged i remembered this instance from the Gautam Buddha's life story that how he felt so miserable to see others in pain, the same i could feel the moment i crossed my eyes with any of the passerby so i tried to look down every time and all the time. but to indulge in the holy experience really does seem to bring you closer with spirituality. i wish i had more to say to it but its all about feeling. you don't get until you feel it.... till then khuda haawiz
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