Sunday, November 20, 2016

The Time When I Used to Dream

Remember the time when you had dreams
when you believed you could be, something
when you could fly into the sky
spread your wings
aspirations, soaring wild fire
the time when you could be anything
and those days when they ask me
what do you wannabe
i am lost
i am thinking hard of what my answers shouldn't be
priority to somebody's else's wishes 
denying my own dreams 
is being ideal suffering under the load of expectations?
the rage of living keep on ruling onto me 
'the time when i used to dream
when life was equal to being easy
today i feel distress
and a dark hole
where my passion used to beat
my obsession, my crazy fucking obsessions
have swallowed my hunger and subtlety
flawed, a dark hole
where it used to beat
and now 1 2 3
i am DEAD!!



Saturday, November 19, 2016

Kuch Ban Gaya Hoon Main

Duniya ke is mele mein
yeh rox ke chakar jhamele mein
socha main akele mein
ki kitna tanha ho gaya hoon main

Hasne gaane lag gaya hoon main
khote sikke ke tarah chal gaya hoon main
par sath he sath badal gaya hoon main
jaane pehchane chehron mein
ab shamil ho gaya hoon main

unche logon mein rehne ki 
reazon mein uthne baithne lag gaya hoon main
tamez mein yun tan gaya hoon main
suit-boot mein kuch saj gaya hoon main
kisi tarah kuch ban gaya hoon main
jhoothe shann ki kasamo mein
yeh bebunyaadi rasmo mein
bandh gaya hoon main

kuche bazaron , katro kinaron mein
daav lagate hain sab
mool-bhav karte hain sab
ab kaudiyon bhaav bikne lag gaya hoon main
shayd kuch ban gaya hoon main

lekin, kintu, parantu 
maine 'Main' ko kahin kho dia hai
'Mai' main mein mil sa gaya hoon 
ab toh yakinan  daava hai mera
kuch ban gaya hoon main